Routine and Repeat

Hurt people hurt people

Remember that next time you get mad at someone.

Dear Past

I hate what you’ve done to my brain.

Not the best of days…

God is Good

I feel so blessed. I am moved back to Idaho permanently. I am moving into my apartment around the 15th of this month (February) and I cannot wait!!! I’ll be living all on my own and I think I’ve finally gotten all of the nessacary items, plates, silverwear, etc. I’ve even managed to get some fun things to decorate my place with and been blessed to work extra hours for my dad’s buisness so I could get myself a nice tv!
This is my first week working at Again Consignment. I’m going to be working every single day, except for Sunday, and about 50 hour weeks. I am also still doing online medical billing for kids with special needs on the side, working 5-10 hours a week doing that. I keep myself very busy with my work. I usually head to the gym after work to keep myself healthy so I end up tired most days, but it is worth it.

My boyfriend Derek tours full time so is only home one week everyother month. I miss him tons, but I know that he is where God has placed him. Me and Derek didn’t start dating right after we met eachother because I believe God was still molding me to be the woman he deserved. We are still seriously dating and I enjoy the limited times I get to spend with him. He treats me like no guy ever has and I appreciate all that he is and does for me.

I feel very blessed with the things God has provided me with and the friends that he has given me.

Today Was Rough

Too many old memories and feelings resurfacing.
I just can’t wait to get out on the road tomorrow and drive towards my new home and see my amazingly supportive and understanding boyfriend. I just want to start a new day free from memories.